\u015eubat aylar\u0131n\u0131 sevme nedenim t\u00fcm sevdiklerimin bu k\u0131sac\u0131k ay da do\u011fmu\u015f olmas\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
5 \u015fubat itibariyle O\u011flumla ba\u015flayan do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc 22 \u015eubat’da ablamla sonlan\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O\u011flumdan sonra yi\u011fenlerim,annem ,k\u0131z\u0131m ve ablam gelir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u0131sacas\u0131 kutlama ay\u0131 demek \u015eubat…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
5 \u015fubat Pazar g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc iyi ki do\u011fdun mesajlar\u0131 ile bitirip ertesi g\u00fcn kutlayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ki\u015fiye ataca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z mesajlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp ,okul a\u00e7\u0131laca\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7inde yataklara nispeten erken girdi\u011fimiz bir geceydi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
6 \u015eubat sabah\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131m Milano yolcusuydu,fakat Istanbul da ki k\u00f6t\u00fc hava \u015fartlar\u0131 hepimizi huzurusuz ediyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
5,6 \u015eubat aras\u0131 u\u00e7u\u015flar\u0131n \u00e7o\u011fu hava \u015fartlar\u0131 nedeniyle iptal edilmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hatta k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n aktarma u\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 sabaha kar\u015f\u0131 Adana Istanbul seferi iptal edilmi\u015fti,bu y\u00fczden 2 g\u00fcn erken Istanbula d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 .Klasik \u015fans\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u015fey asl\u0131nda onun korunmas\u0131ym\u0131\u015f…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Konuyu da\u011f\u0131tmadan 6 \u015eubat 04.17 ye geleyim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Uykum k\u0131z\u0131mdan dolay\u0131 hafif oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in korkun\u00e7 sese uyanabildim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
F\u0131rt\u0131na sesi gibiydi,yataktan kalkt\u0131m pencereye do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcmek istedim,amac\u0131m hortum ya da f\u0131rt\u0131na ne ise ona bakmakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yataktan kalkt\u0131m bir ad\u0131m att\u0131m ve sallanma ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ilk \u00f6nce anlayamad\u0131m hafif ki\u015fi olur zannettim .<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fakat sallanma yava\u015fadan h\u0131zl\u0131ya do\u011fru \u00e7o\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131m yan\u0131mdayd\u0131,refleks olarak onu \u00e7ekip yata\u011f\u0131n kenar\u0131na cenin pozisyonu yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u0131rada e\u015fime de sesleniyordum o\u011flumu almas\u0131 i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O\u011flumla oda mesafemiz \u00e7oktu ve o\u011flum \u00e7ok derin uyudu\u011fu i\u00e7in uyanamaz diye korkuyordum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Uyan\u0131p kendisini korumas\u0131 gerekiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131ktan k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 al\u0131p onun yan\u0131na gidemiyordum \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc k\u0131z\u0131ma g\u00fcvenli b\u00f6lge yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m,onu tek b\u0131rakam\u0131yordum da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kafamda deli sorular,korku ve deprem devam ediyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bitmiyordu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Art\u0131k ka\u00e7\u0131nc\u0131 saniye de bilimiyorum e\u015fim \u00e7\u0131k\u0131n diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131,salondon bizim kap\u0131ya geldi,k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 kedi tutar gibi havaland\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sokak kap\u0131s\u0131nda o\u011flumu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce \u00e7ok mutlu oldum,uyanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ya da zaten uyumuyordu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
H\u0131zl\u0131ca apt d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kafam\u0131n i\u00e7i hi\u00e7 susmuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Anahtar,\u00e7anta…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ben anahtar\u0131 almak i\u00e7in i\u00e7eri hamle yaparken e\u015fim veni tutup gene d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kap\u0131 kapanmas\u0131n diye araya kap\u0131n\u0131n yuvarlak paspas\u0131n\u0131 cektim ama e\u015fim arkamdan onu d\u00fczelti ve kap\u0131 kapand\u0131 biz d\u0131\u015far\u0131 ko\u015ftuk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hava f\u0131rt\u0131na ,ya\u011fmur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ocuklar \u015fort,ti\u015f\u00f6rt…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O\u011flumun aya\u011f\u0131nda 35 numara k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n banyo terli\u011fi,ufak k\u0131z\u0131m aya\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7orap…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6ylece kald\u0131k…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00fcvenlik depremi anlamam\u0131\u015f fakat u\u011fultu i.im d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f ,biz g\u00f6r\u00fcnce ne oluyor diye sordu,haberler a\u00e7\u0131k,bakt\u0131k bir \u015fey yazm\u0131yor,derken 2.art\u00e7\u0131 oldu ve apt sakinleri inmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Biz hala anlayam\u0131yoruz ne oldu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O s\u0131rada \u00e7ilingir arama tela\u015f\u0131 ba\u015flad\u0131,neyse ki \u00e7ok h\u0131zl\u0131 davrand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z i\u00e7in bulduk,geldi kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131,h\u0131zl\u0131ca di\u011fer m\u00fc\u015fterilere gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu arada telefonlar al\u0131nd\u0131,aramalar yap\u0131ld\u0131,y\u0131k\u0131lan bir \u015feyler var m\u0131 derken korkun\u00e7 manzara yava\u015f yava\u015f ortaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sis perdesi gibiydi,bulan\u0131k fakat sabah\u0131n g\u00fcne\u015fi ile cinayet alanlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar e\u015fli\u011finde ortaya serildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Korkun\u00e7 bir manzara,inan\u0131lmaz \u00e7aresizlik..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Asr\u0131n felaketine canl\u0131 canl\u0131 tan\u0131k oluyorduk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adana’da y\u0131k\u0131lan binalar\u0131 ve bina katlar\u0131n\u0131 duyunca inanam\u0131yorduk,16 kat bir anda yok nas\u0131l olabilirdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130\u00e7inde ki canlarla nas\u0131l yok olabilirdi ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu korkun\u00e7 bir cinayetti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130nsan\u0131n en g\u00fcvendi\u011fi yer olan evinde,yata\u011f\u0131nda i\u015flenmi\u015f bir cinayet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Katiller ise belliydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u00fcteahhitler,onlara izin verenler,evleri yapanlar,kolonlar\u0131 keyif i\u00e7in kesenler…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Liste uzar gider.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Masumlar apartman\u0131 sakinleri ise su\u00e7u olmadan y\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 alanda kalanlard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
1 dakika 40 saniye s\u00fcrd\u00fc ve y\u00fczy\u0131l\u0131n felaketi \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar i\u00e7inde ger\u00e7ekle\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6lmek i\u00e7in \u00e7ok gencim diye a\u011flamas\u0131 kulaklar\u0131mdan gitmiyor \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc o saniyede herkes bu korkuyu ya\u015fad\u0131 ve d\u00fcnyalar\u0131 alt \u00fcst oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u0131radan bir sabaha kar\u015f\u0131 80 saniyede anas\u0131z,babas\u0131z,atas\u0131z,\u00e7ocuksuz,e\u015fsiz ,dostsuz,evsiz ve \u00e7aresiz b\u0131rakt\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00dclke bir anda Walking Dead yap\u0131m\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc,derin bir \u00e7aresizlik.,\u00c7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar aras\u0131nda ki sessizlik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6l\u00fcm,y\u0131k\u0131m,ayr\u0131l\u0131k,evsizlik…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015eimdilik bu kadar yazabiliyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu yaz\u0131y\u0131 da ac\u0131nd\u0131rma yaz\u0131s\u0131z olarak de\u011fil bir ibret hat\u0131ras\u0131 olarak buraya b\u0131rak\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kalbim a\u011fr\u0131yor t\u00fcm masum canlar i\u00e7in…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u015eubat aylar\u0131n\u0131 sevme nedenim t\u00fcm sevdiklerimin bu k\u0131sac\u0131k ay da do\u011fmu\u015f olmas\u0131. 5 \u015fubat itibariyle O\u011flumla ba\u015flayan do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc 22 \u015eubat’da ablamla sonlan\u0131r. O\u011flumdan sonra yi\u011fenlerim,annem ,k\u0131z\u0131m ve ablam gelir… K\u0131sacas\u0131 kutlama ay\u0131 demek \u015eubat… 5 \u015fubat Pazar g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc iyi ki do\u011fdun mesajlar\u0131 ile bitirip ertesi g\u00fcn kutlayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ki\u015fiye ataca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z mesajlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp ,okul a\u00e7\u0131laca\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7inde<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.jalesayar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/246"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.jalesayar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.jalesayar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.jalesayar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.jalesayar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=246"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.jalesayar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/246\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":247,"href":"https:\/\/www.jalesayar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/246\/revisions\/247"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.jalesayar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=246"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.jalesayar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=246"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.jalesayar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=246"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}